It’s 21012010.
Wat a nice date right. I know.
Work had been okay so far.
Haven been doing much stuffs. Basically slacking the whole day.
Air con in tbooth is spoilt. It’s so suffocating inside. God!
I’m left with 9 days. Minus the off days. It’s just another 6 working days.
Yet I dun feel good. Perhaps I know I definitely miss the ppl here.
I’m still deciding whether should I attend the part timers’ party.
Initially I was quite looking forward to it. But now, not tat much of interest.
I’m so tired and feel like going for a holiday.
New job will commence exactly on 1st feb.
Hopefully I can survive there.
One of my superiors told me sth tat day.
“There will be alot of office polities but rest assured. I believe u can survive. In fact, I tink u might become one of the office topics. Because normally competent ppl will be the topic among ppl.”
I dun know to smile or to cry. Being one of the topics cant be tat nice I guess.
Especially in a gossipy environment.
But I will survive. I guess so =)
I realised tat I’m beginning to lose trust in ppl ard me. I wonder why. This whole week at work had made me seen through things and I realised tat I no longer wish to place my trust in anyone. I’m lost. This is so not Lilian Low.
God. Help me resolve the prob pls.
I wan to leave with a smile and come back with a smile.
Till den, I’m tired. It’s 9pm. Off to bed. So not Lilian.
I’m changing. No longer an owl =)